Friday, January 29, 2010

Totally FrEE!!

Yahoo~~ I'm totally free now!! FREE FREE FREE!!
Pls date me if u guys wanna to meet me!! I'll be in Muar until CNY!

Yesterday went to celebrate Valentine earlier.. with Darling (of course) & 2 light bulb friends. LOL. Bt I'm ok with it, because its a happy day..
Before Jogoya, we went to buy Coach actually.. I know what u guys thinking.. It is not for me.. Its for my mum!! Yeah, Mum's bday is around the corner, so My sister asked me to buy a small wallet from Coach for her. And it is sponsor by my sister! I do not need to pay for a cent! How's great she is~~ I like the wallet also! How i wish it is for me.. haha.. 
p/s: Swear to myself: Get a Coach wallet for myself if I have my own job!! MUST!!

By the way, I ll work in Uncle Pets for 2 weeks~ Not sure if I will get paid or not. But, its better than "grow mushroom" at house. Still thinking want to learn to cook during 2 weeks break, but.. Suak, forget it.. hahahahaha.. (I will killed by Darl..)

Oh ya, speaking of work.

Any nice office job introduce to me??!! 

I'm going to free like 3 months, until end of May. What am i suppose to do???!! Such a long holiday!! I do not want jobs that need to hit target! Pls.. Its just not so ME!! I know One day I'm going to face the stressful society, but not now! I prefer sit inside office to do documentation, printing, photostatting.. Haha.. Yeah, laugh me!! I'm such a lazy Girl!! I can't stand of any tension! I will die man! I enjoy safe and lovely working environment yeah and i know it is impossible..

Ok, I'm going to flood my post with photos again~ I know its like a photo album now, but i prefer to post like this, because only words is too boring for me!!

 
Preparing to go to date ^^

 
Some one save my face condition!!!!! (apple foundation already stil like that.) Introduce products to me!! But not too expensive huh..

 
Done^^

 
My mum going to like THESE Flowers!!!
*spot my mum coach* LOL


 
Heart This.

 
Everyone is taking pictures with this fountain, I also want.!!

 
I'm so clever to cover part of my face with my hands. LOL. Say me clever!!

 
Someone Emo-ing. *pretend*

 
WAH!!

 
It is not so nice to eat actually.. Sob :'(

 
So busy.. =="

 
Blue ocean with float by Klye

 
I drank 3 coconut. Its nice wat~!!


Pattern Banyak 二人组

 
Overload

 
Calculating bills.. Rm 226 for 4 persons. Its cheap right?? Promotion until feb 4. Go to grab it b4 its too late!!


 

 
 
Some day.. I Will..


 
I'm so short!!!!
OK. Ends.

Tuesday, January 26, 2010

The day after tomorrow~

I will be free like HELL!! YEAH!!

So HAPPY!!

But, i have to continue my studies now.. I resit it for 2nd times already and i do not want for the 3rd times. Thank you. TARC had earn a lot of my resit money.. ==

Jogoya~~ Wuhuu!!
Finally..
Celebrate Valentines earlier as we will not able to meet each other on the actual date~




But..

Saturday, January 16, 2010

Nightmare...

Saw this case in one of the blog..
Sad Case...
Pray for her and pray the guys ll get into jail ASAP!!!!


On November 22, 1989:
Junko Furuta was a girl in Japan who was held captive in a house by four boys. There, she was raped countless times, then tortured to death in unimaginable and incomprehensible ways for 44 days. She was 16 years old.

This is one of the most notorious and worst cases of torture murder ever recorded in history. It is also one of the most horrifying and heartbreaking.

Exactly twenty years ago, a sixteen year-old girl was going through the most unimaginable pain, waiting for the endless suffering she was going through to end. For forty-four days, nobody helped her.

Her killers are now free men. Justice was never served, not even after 20 years.

Once you hear the story, it is not easily forgotten. Her 44 days of suffering will forever be known.

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The link below is a group to Sylvia Likens, a 16 year old girl who was tortured severely in 1950; an innocent sufferer as well.

http://www.facebook.com/group.php?gid=130774967780&ref=share

This group is dedicated to all victims of murder, who cannot speak, but we can be impacted by them: http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?raa8b9581&v=feed&id=1424707469&story_fbid=1158286643731&refid=20#/group.php?gid=87194752741

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http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Junko_Furuta
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(from Wikipedia)

The crime:
In November of 1988, Boy A (then 18), Boy B (Jo Kamisaku, then 17; Kamisaku was a new family name he took after being released from prison [1]), Boy C (then 16) and Boy D (then 17) from Tokyo abducted and held Furuta, a second year high school (grade 11) student from Saitama Prefecture in Misato, for 44 days. They kept her captive in the house owned by the parents of Boy C.

To forestall a manhunt, Boy A coerced Furuta into calling her own parents and telling them that she had run away from home, but was with "a friend" and was not in danger. He also browbeat her into posing as one of the boys' girlfriends when the parents of the house where she was held were around, but when it became clear that the parents would not call the police, he dropped this pretext. Furuta tried to escape several times, begging the parents more than once to help her, but they did nothing, apparently out of fear that Boy A would hurt them. Boy A was at the time a low-level yakuza leader and had bragged that he could use his connections to kill anyone who interfered.

According to their statements at their trial, the four of them raped her, beat her, introduced foreign objects including an iron rod into her vagina, made her drink her own urine and was fed cockroaches, inserted fireworks into her anus, and set them off, forced Furuta to masturbate, cut her nipple with pliers, dropped dumbbells onto her stomach, and burned her with cigarettes and lighters. (One of the burnings was punishment for attempting to call the police.) At one point her injuries were so severe that according to one of the boys it took more than an hour for her to crawl downstairs to use the bathroom. They also related that "possibly a hundred different people" knew that Furuta had been imprisoned there, but it is not clear if this means they visited the house at different times while she was imprisoned there, or themselves either raped or abused her. When the boys refused to let her leave, she begged them on several occasions to "kill (her) and get it over with".

On January 4, 1989, using one of the boys' loss at mah-jongg as a pretext, the four beat her with an iron barbell, poured lighter fluid on her legs, arms, face and stomach, and set her on fire. She died later that day of shock. The four boys claimed that they were not aware of how badly injured she was, and that they believed she had been malingering.

The killers hid her corpse in an 55-gallon drum filled with cement; the perpetrators disposed the drum in a tract of reclaimed land in Koto, Tokyo.

Arrest and punishment

The boys were arrested and tried as adults; but, because of Japanese handling of crimes committed by juveniles, their identities were sealed by the court. However, a weekly magazine Shukan Bunshun reported their real names, claiming "Human rights aren't needed for brutes."[2] Furuta's real name and details about her personal life were reported exhaustively in the media. Kamisaku was judged as a sub leader, at least according to the official trial.

The four boys pled guilty to a reduced charge of "committing bodily injury that resulted in death", rather than murder. Boy A's parents sold their house for approximately 50 million yen and paid this as compensation to Furuta's family.[citation needed]

For his participation in the crime, Kamisaku served eight years in a juvenile prison before he was released, in August 1999. In July 2004, he was arrested for assaulting an acquaintance, whom he believed to be luring a girlfriend away from him, and allegedly bragged about his earlier infamy. [1] Kamisaku was sentenced to seven years in prison for the beating.

Junko's parents were dismayed by the sentences received by their daughter's killers, and enjoined a civil suit against the parents of the boy in whose home the crimes were committed. When some of the convictions were overturned on the basis of problematic physical evidence (the semen and pubic hair recovered from the body did not match those of the boys who were arrested), the lawyer handling the civil suit decided there was no case to be made and refused to represent them further. (There is speculation that the evidence may have been contaminated—for example, by unidentified persons who raped Furuta.

One of the most disturbing parts of this true story is that her killers are now free. After putting Junko Furuta through all that suffering, they are free men.

****-What they did to her and the suffering-****

These horrifying things done to Junko Furuta had been collected through the Japanese court trial of the case, and blogs from 1989. They show the pain that Junko Furuta had to endure before she was finally dead. All this had happened to her while she was still alive. They are disturbing, but the truth.

All of this had happened.

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DAY 1: November 22, 1988: Kidnapped
Kept captive in house, and posed as one of boy's girlfriend
Raped (over 400 times in total)
Forced to call her parents and tell them she had run away
Starved and malnutritioned
Fed cockroaches to eat and urine to drink
Forced to masturbate
Forced to strip in front of others
Burned with cigarette lighters
Foreign objects inserted into her vagina/anus

DAY 11: December 1, 1988: Severely beat up countless times
Face held against concrete ground and jumped on
Hands tied to ceiling and body used as a punching bag
Nose filled with so much blood that she can only breath through her mouth
Dumbbells dropped onto her stomach
Vomited when tried to drink water (her stomach couldn't accept it)
Tried to escape and punished by cigarette burning on arms
Flammable liquid poured on her feet and legs, then lit on fire
Bottle inserted into her anus, causing injury

DAY 20: December10, 1989: Unable to walk properly due to severe leg burns
Beat with bamboo sticks
Fireworks inserted into anus and lit
Hands smashed by weights and fingernails cracked
Beaten with golf club
Cigarettes inserted into vagina
Beaten with iron rods repeatedly
Winter; forced outside to sleep in balcony
Skewers of grilled chicken inserted into her vagina and anus, causing bleeding

DAY 30: Hot wax dripped onto face
Eyelids burned by cigarette lighter
Stabbed with sewing needles in chest area
Left nipple cut and destroyed with pliers
Hot light bulb inserted into her vagina
Heavy bleeding from vagina due to scissors insertion
Unable to urinate properly
Injuries were so severe that it took over an hour for her to crawl downstairs and use the bathroom
Eardrums severely damaged
Extreme reduced brain size

DAY 40: Begged her torturers to "kill her and get it over with"

January 1, 1989: Junko greets the New Years Day alone
Body mutilated
Unable to move from the ground

DAY 44: January 4, 1989: The four boys beat her mutilated body with an iron barbell, using a loss at the game of Mah-jongg as a pretext. She is profusely bleeding from her mouth and nose. They put a candle's flame to her face and eyes.

Then, lighter fluid was poured onto her legs, arms, face and stomach, and then lit on fire. This final torture lasted for a time of two hours.

Junko Furuta died later that day, in pain and alone. Nothing could compare 44 days of suffering she had to go through.

When her mother heard the news and details of what had happened to her daughter, she fainted. She had to undergo a psychiatric outpatient treatment . Imagine her endless pain.

Her killers are now free men. Justice was never served, not even after 20 years.
They deserve a punishment much greater than they had put upon Furuta, for putting an innocent girl through the most unbearable suffering.

This story from 1989 is true. Please spread her story around. Everyone should know about the existence of Junko Furuta's unimaginable and incomprehensible suffering, and this is why this group has been made.

Invite your friends. Never let her story be forgotten. If this story changes the life of at least one person then it has been worth it.

Rest In Eternal Peace,
Junko Furuta
1989-Eternity

Heartbroken....
Hare to imagine what she had gone through in these 44days..
Horrible.... 

Wednesday, January 13, 2010

Period.

Someone said I am optimistic today. Am I?
But, I am learning thou..

I don't think that I am "that" optimistic, its just a sentence to encourage them to study hard for UK dream. LOL.
I'm not actually..

ArghHHHhhh.. I hate period Time when it is exam period. I suffer a lot. I mean
A LOT!!!!
I will feel dizzy, Cold from inside, vomit and seriously damn Pain!
Doctor said that is normal for a girl.. So he asked me less to take cold drinks. But, a drinks call "drinks" if it it without ICe?? I know I have to control myself.. Actually i do not need, because someone is controlling me~~ *crying*. 

"You don't know to take k yourself one, when you suffer, Don't tell me!"
He said. My little Darling control me from taking cold drinks nowadays.. Although felt a little bit bit bit dislike it, but I am warm inside.. At least he is cared about me!! I know He always do!! Love you so muchie!!!~~ MuackssSSss..

Oh ya, tomorrow is my 1st paper, and I'm sitting here to blog about my period. LOL. Got to continue my study!

Hope my "little period" will be generous since i blog about it. Then hope it will not create trouble for me tomorrow!!




 

That ends my post.
With Loves.

Saturday, January 9, 2010

要考试了!!!

距离考试的日期越来越近了。。
可是我一点紧张的feeling都没有。。
真是要死了。。
考了那么多次的试,好像有点麻木了。
只有在考试前1粒钟才会紧张。。

现在每个人都拿去英国来当做他们的动力。。
虽然我是很想像他们一样,可是,我尽然。。尽然。。一点心都没有。。
不敢抱太大的期望,因为我还有一个肥佬的科在手上。。
没什么信心地说。。
希望你们不要对我抱太大的期望和希望。。
因为,我害怕我会让你们失望。。(好像很有押韵,lol..)

这几个星期都没有回家,爸爸妈妈还特地打电话回来。。
吩咐我这几天不要出街,因为现在外面很乱。。
不想了解是什么事,反正就是无聊!!
听说grace的教堂被烧了。。feel sorry about that~~
2012要到了,虽然不知道会不会是世界末日啦~~
可是,我们也应该也要环保了吧?
还去烧教堂,不知道会污染空气的吗???!!!!!
还要人浪费资源去收拾你们的残局。。。。
真是一群浪费资源的人!!

说到环保,那天听到朋友(忘记是谁)说看到有人拿tupperware去买经济饭。。
顿时~~唤醒我!!!
我也要像他们一样~~
第一件事,就是去买tupperware!!
嘻嘻!!
有没有人要买给我??
对了,我的生日礼物,就买一set tupperware给我吧!!!
你们自己也可以顺便买。。
支持环保嘛~

做notes去~
Aza aza fighting^^
诗琪,要勤力!! A lo so??!!!

Tuesday, January 5, 2010

Its been a long time.....

哇,大家好啊!!!!
看来看去都不是很喜欢我这个设计,所以就不时很常回来。。
对不起啦,一群忠实的读者。。 (虽然我知道没有几位),不过不管啦~ 给我幻想一下拉!!!

圣诞前夕 --> 每个人都好像有节目这样,只有我,去跟周公约会 :(
新年前夕 --〉去朋友的家看王力宏跨年还有喝“洋人”茶。。(*抿着嘴笑*)

考试要到了,已经是最后一次在tarc考试了,你要争气一点。。最后一次了,不要连这样也输给人!!! 你要去吸英国的空气的!!你要去冲那边的水!!你要用那边的马桶!!!!

可是,还是有矛盾的时候。。
不敢想象那种离别的话面,我一定哭惨了。。
拜托各位,不要来送我,我会淹掉整个机场,我可不想眼睛肿肿看到空少。。还是要保持形象的!!

Dar,不要来送我,知道吗?

Aiyo,还很久啦,不要像这个先。。
新年新年!!
我还没买到衣服。。超难过得,今天佳宜约我去MV,还有荷莉。。
可是不行呐。。我还有课。。针扎了很久很久x123 times。。
终于还是乖乖的待在学校里上课。。
毕竟还有UK梦要完成,还是乖一点比较好。。 LOL。

upload 一些之前的照片让你们大饱眼福吧!!!



新年前夕


Couple of the day~



A Bit dark.. =="










XbaiBday


Guys..



Frenss..



celebrate at Cheezy..



Couple.. hope u all stay long lah!!



Lovely Cendol..



Palia photographer..



Dad's Bday



OMG, I'm so big size.. I'm not that big as your information.. LOL



Ah Mee keep look at the cake..



Pa, dun cekik Ah Mee.. LOL.



Ah Mee: Can i Eat??



Sis's Bday on Dec 7th




I'd dye my hair.. Bt Ah Yin said the color not suit me.. Sob sob...



Last.. With sleepy Ah Mee.. I forced her to open her eyes.. LOL..

Ends.
Love!!!!!!